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peopledieifkilledHe had already made his mind up.
Winning the grail was of major importance, now that he had decided to abandon all of his emotions to save people. That was who Emiya Shirou is, after all. But when he confronted Tohsaka for the first time in a week, his voice dropped cold.
He didn't want to fight her.
That much was for certain. But he knew that he would probably have no choice in the end. Yet, the memories of them working together for the same goal still lingered in his mind. He couldn't simply forget that Tohsaka was someone who he had wanted to get along with for so long. He still had a crush on her, even now. He felt as if what little emotion he had left before becoming like Emiya Kiritsugu would soon dissipate if he killed her. He had little choice, however.
Which is why he gave into his carnal instincts and offered a compromise. A compromise in the form of sex. Of course, it was probably not his best spur of the moment ideas, but he was more surprised that Tohsaka had readily agreed to his plan. It was probably for the best; this way they wouldn't have to harm any passerby, and plus, he would get something out of it.
Not that he was really craving for it, honestly.
After all's said and done, he finds himself (as well as Tohsaka, of course) in the room he lent for her - it was the room with the Western styled bed, he didn't want to bring her to his room because things might grow even more awkward - sitting on the mattress as he took in a deep breath.
"Tohsaka. Are you sure you want to do this?" Steeling himself for anything, he takes a close look at her features, admiring them.
Winning the grail was of major importance, now that he had decided to abandon all of his emotions to save people. That was who Emiya Shirou is, after all. But when he confronted Tohsaka for the first time in a week, his voice dropped cold.
He didn't want to fight her.
That much was for certain. But he knew that he would probably have no choice in the end. Yet, the memories of them working together for the same goal still lingered in his mind. He couldn't simply forget that Tohsaka was someone who he had wanted to get along with for so long. He still had a crush on her, even now. He felt as if what little emotion he had left before becoming like Emiya Kiritsugu would soon dissipate if he killed her. He had little choice, however.
Which is why he gave into his carnal instincts and offered a compromise. A compromise in the form of sex. Of course, it was probably not his best spur of the moment ideas, but he was more surprised that Tohsaka had readily agreed to his plan. It was probably for the best; this way they wouldn't have to harm any passerby, and plus, he would get something out of it.
Not that he was really craving for it, honestly.
After all's said and done, he finds himself (as well as Tohsaka, of course) in the room he lent for her - it was the room with the Western styled bed, he didn't want to bring her to his room because things might grow even more awkward - sitting on the mattress as he took in a deep breath.
"Tohsaka. Are you sure you want to do this?" Steeling himself for anything, he takes a close look at her features, admiring them.
